A message to Clay’s gay porn fans

A supposedly friend of Clay wanted her message to Clay's fans posted on this blog.

Me and "Clay" grew up together. If I could ask one thing from all of you please remember him for being a happy, kind-hearted, caring, humble, funny boy surrounded by loving family and friends and not just "Clay" from Corbin Fisher. I know him personally and let me tell you this… he was one of the most humble and nicest kids I've ever met. He grew up with a tough childhood and wanted to make a good life for himself, his brother and step siblings. He had battled with depression but things just went from bad to worse after people from school found out about his porn career. He was scorned and constantly bullied to the point of death threats. It hurts me to know that a boy so full of joy and life will leave the world like this. But none of you including me will ever understand the pain he was going through. He kept his great depression secret to himself because he wanted everyone to be happy and we didn't know he signed his own donor card. He didn't tell anyone. His life has ended and he was given the chance to save another and for that, I am glad.

Rest in peace, my childhood friend. You will always be in my heart forever.

27 thoughts on “A message to Clay’s gay porn fans

  1. I also knew “Clay” in his early teens and I agree the he was one of the nicest guys around. It was sad that we lost contact, but life does that sometimes. I remember him as having the quickest wit and always with a smile. He never seemed to be bothered by anyone or anything, but I guess he just covered that up. We all love the ocean and would drive all night to get to the coast just to seen the sunrise. You never forget those days or the people you’ve shared them with. It pains me that his end was too soon. I wish I could have done something to help him. But I was too self-absorbed. I could write so much more about him, but out of respect to his family, I’ll just leave it at that. And yes, I actually knew him. I’m not some random stranger typing anonymously in my mobile home in the poorest county in Alabama.

  2. First, “Logan” gets beat to a pulp in 2007 and remains in a vegetative state to this day. Then “Sean” overdoses on antidepressants after bingeing on molly. Now “Clay.” I’m beginning to wonder if there’s a Corbin Fisher curse. What a shame.

  3. Don’t forget “Robert 2” who got stabbed in Vegas and “Shane” who jumped bail for attempted murder.

  4. Also, the girlfriend/co-murderess of SC’s Addison did some scenes at CorbinFisher, the Lucas/Travis bisexual scene was one of them.

  5. There are quite a few porn models who have suicided, not just CF, e.g. Arpad Miklos and Wilfried Knight. Someone put together a clip on Youtube that memorialises those who have passed. It is sad to watch, but it is reality.

  6. So incredibly sad. I find it very nice that CorbinFisher took down Clay’s scenes but I am sorry it had to come to this. My condolences to his family and friends.

  7. And Lucas who’s on the run at the moment, Jarec Wentworth who looks like he’s going to PRISON for a LONG time, Sebastian Young who’s in for battery, no idea what Solomon from CM did, Johnny Rapid for battery…porn works with some VERY troubled boys.

  8. Brooks of SC has several petty theft charges. The list goes on…Very troubled, indeed. However, there are a few success stories, like SC’s Neal, who is now in the Air Force (apparently).

  9. The money he got helped his family but he also gave them an awful exemple about how to make easy Money (i e. the flthy way it was earned ).

  10. R.I.P to CF-“Clay”,…and my prayers to his family and friends for their lost. 🙁 🙁 🙁

  11. Oh my goodness. I never knew about Logan getting beat up. There are truly some awful people out there.

  12. Logan’s getting beat up had nothing to do with gay porn. Logan was in Seattle visiting and met up with some woman. She later convinced her boyfriend that Logan had taken advantage of her which later at trial she confessed was not true. They were some low life grifter types anyway and we’re going to try to either rob him or extort money. It was never really clear. In a fit of anger her boyfriend beat Logan so badly he is in a permanent vegetative state.

  13. The limited info I got about “Robert 2” was from my aunt’s landscaper’s daughter, who worked with the sister of the best friend of “Robert 2.” I found out about “Shane” from the National Enquirer, I believe.

  14. So, why did he shoot up his old job, according to another blog?
    I’m all for remembering the dead for their good deeds, but having depression or being bullied doesn’t excuse placing innocent people’s lives in danger.

  15. I saw somewhere that Peter #3 from Sean Cody went to jail for some minor traffic offenses not to mention that both Rosso twins, Liam and Luca, were Frat Men and Corbin Fisher models. Luca was arrested for a domestic dispute back in 2013 and Liam went to jail last year for sexual assault. Really sad because I like both of them.

  16. From what I can garner the last few months of his life were difficult with the constant bullying and family pressure. There seems to have been a concerted effort by some individuals to make his life hell. I’ve heard that altercation with the coworker seems to have been a part of this trend, which caused him to snap. This does not excuse his returning with a gun, but I believe that the coworker was in on the bullying.
    I see it too often, the young don’t know how to handle the pressures they face from inside and outside. It’s tragic that at 18-years old, he was still too young to understand that things could have gotten better.

  17. I love Clay. I wish I would have known Luke. He should have just gone to Hollywood or New York and tried his luck. Get with an acting company, go out on auditions, get a portfolio together, wait tables, hope to meet the right people, connect-connect-connect, LEARN and bide his time. He had the charisma, the drive, the youth and the beauty. In a way, he sold himself short, and small-minded folk back home thought even less of him. He could never have reconciled where he came from and who he wanted to be without a creative outlet. He had guts, but not the luck it takes to keep on living. He had goodness, but no way to express it without destructiveness, his only response to the resistance he felt all around him. He was alone, like all of us, with no clear way out. Wouldn’t it have been marvelous if just one us had been able to shine a light, not on the path to spiritual awareness, but on a road where Luke could have met Clay face-to-face and made art out of their shared misery and overwhelming need to communicate, to ENTERTAIN AND BE LOVED FOR IT? If that would have happened, we might be celebrating a life instead of mourning a death. But that, like all of life, is a dream that ends too soon.

  18. That’s sad I am very sorry to hear this news. More needs to be done warning the people who go into he industry the consequences that follows. Its sounds as if all of the negative attention push the lad over the edge which is a shame. Why can’t people allow others to live as they want. Tanner from Sean Cody for example went through a lot of crap when his porn career was discovered, but then pulled through and just gets on with the job in hand.

  19. You’re just the preaching type who led Clay to his tragic end, wracked with guilt and self-loathing.
    Shame on you.
    PS. Learn to spell.

  20. Really? Filthy? Maybe you should stay away from porn blogs if that’s the way you feel.

  21. Thanks for that update. I liked all of them too. I’d read about Luca, but not Peter. It seems that the personality that allows someone to become a porn model comes with other forms of risk-taking. It helps to understand.

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